I’m not even going to come in here and try to ease into saying this. I thought of saying “the hits just keep on comin” since that’s the hubs favorite phrase, but it is what it is. Obviously, the one word title says it all.
I’d love to say that I’ve been telling myself since 10:15 this morning that this all happened for a reason. I know down the line like a few months from now; I will gladly say it, but right now those words are bitter in my mouth.
We’ve known he’s been on the bubble for awhile, but kept pushing it far beneath our minds. The under budget weekly meetings were always a constant reminder though. Since he’s the “newbie” it would seem likely he would be the first to go and to much office politics didn’t help matters.
The hubs is awesome about the whole thing and really thinks this is the window of opportunity he’s been waiting for to do some start up business projects and do contract work. He’s got a myriad of plans already in the works. He’s just rolling with the punches. I’m a basket case, I won’t lie. I’m trying way to hard to be stoic and not get in fetal position to cry like a baby. I think I’ll feel much better if I just get it over and done with already, then dust myself off and keep on going. I’m so glad the kids aren’t here, because I really would be a blubbery mess.
I’m not very public about my faith (I’m just private in that aspect) and would never ask anyone to out right pray for us or keep us in our thoughts, unless I really felt it was needed. I know we’ll be fine, good vibes and good thoughts are appreciated though.
I do believe that the things that built up to this happened for a reason..the whole car incident…though we really needed a vehicle at the time, now it’s really not that important.